supermassive blackhole, in the brain.

I'll blog again, some day. I just hate facing this empty space with an empty mind.

My life revolves around frictional stories.

I've been spending the past few weeks reading, reading and more reading.

School starts next Monday.FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

I hate school.

Dread it.

Abhor it.

Detest it.


UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ARGHHH.

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Chee bye. my stupid neighbours need to mahjong until so loud anot!?

THAT'S IT! THE END? ITS THE END OF MY TWILIGHT SAGA!?


-BREATHES HARD-


going to print midnight sun now........ BUT its not even completed!? SCREW THOSE FUCKERS WHO LEAKED THE DRAFTS ONTO THE NET.

UGHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm having mixed feelings about the 4th book.

The first 7 chapters were wonderful! :D Ed and Bella got married and yadda yadda. But the following chapters (which I've just started reading) are so going to suck big time. WHAT WAS MEYER THINKING WHEN SHE DEDICATED 1/3 OF THE BOOK TO JACOB BLACK'S STUPID THOUGHTS AND NARRATIONS? ITS SO UNFAIR! SHE HAS ALREADY MADE ME SO UPSET WITH THE FACT THAT BELLA WAS IN LOVE WITH FUCKING J BLACK! (YESS! for the fact that ED was still the ultimate choice!)

UGHHH! Okay! I know what I want for x'mas already! SOMETHING THAT CAN INCREASE MY READING SPEED! AT LEAST IT WILL ALLOW ME TO QUICKLY GET OVER THE NEXT FEW DREADFUL CHAPTERS!

ughhhhhhhhhhh.

I'm having mixed feelings about the 4th book.

The first 7 chapters were wonderful! :D Ed and Bella got married and yadda yadda. But the following chapters (which I've just started reading) is so going to suck big time. WHAT WAS MEYER THINKING WHEN SHE DEDICATED 1/3 OF THE BOOK TO JACOB BLACK'S STUPID THOUGHTS AND NARRATIONS? ITS SO UNFAIR! SHE ALREADY MADE ME SO UPSET WITH THE FACT THAT BELLA WAS IN LOVE WITH FUCKING J BLACK! (YESS! for the fact that ED was still the ultimate choice!)

UGHHH! Okay! I know what I want for x'mas already! SOMETHING THAT CAN INCREASE MY READING SPEED! AT LEAST IT WILL ALLOW ME TO QUICKLY GET OVER THE NEXT FEW DREADFUL CHAPTERS!

ughhhhhhhhhhh.

I still cannot believe how fascinated I am with the whole twilight saga. I'm absolutely obsessed with it. I've just completed my first chapter of the 3rd book, Eclipse. However, there is something that's really bothering me so badly - its like a god-damn itch that wouldn't stop itching!

I absolutely loath Jacob. I just don't understand what's the big deal about him? So much so that Bella has to be so bothered about her dumb friendship with him!? I mean, the way she's behaving is just so... improper? I really don't know to to explain it but the way she's reacting seems so flirtatious!? It's utterly unfair to Edward(who is so fucking adorable!)

.........


I can't believe I'm actually typing this.

I think Gen's right.

I'm fucking obsessed with this shit.

14 hours straight, and still counting on meyer's second book - New Moon.

I can't believe I'm so drawn into the world of Bella and Edward....

I seriously can't believed it.

I'm DREADING THE DAYS to my bloody trip to OCU. :(

I seriously don't understand what and why is everyone against homosexualism. First it was Appeal 377a and now, Proposition 8. It's appalling to see the majority living in such denial. Why can't people just embrace the fact that homosexualism does exist and that it will still persist, regardless of the elephantine amount of restrictions being implemented.

The campaign taglines and posters for Prop 8 are really ridiculous. "Restore Marriage"? "Unfair and Wrong"? Firstly, from what I know, Marriage is a union of two individuals. Individuals meaning ANYONE. Hence, what's there to restore? Secondly, who are they to judge what's right or wrong? Just because society states so? Or is it because GOD said so? Alright. Even if its wrong, tell me, what's so wrong about it? What's so wrong of loving someone who is of the same sex?

To quote Rita Mae Brown, "No government has the right to tell its citizens when or whom to love. The only queer people are those who don't love anybody."

Heterosexuals are given the freedom to love, marry and fuck. Why can't homosexuals be given the same privilege? Everybody has the right to lead his or her own individual lifestyle. Hence, instead of spending your time preserving your own set of selfish perceptions and others, why not try to ignore/accept homosexualism?

Whatever it is, I'm definitely proud to be in love with WONDERFUL WOMAN. Are you?

I'm done with my revision! :) By the way, I think http://kaypohgirl.blogspot.com is getting quite interesting - I seriously have no idea why is everyone against it? Sheesh.